Hunger points my brain downward, makes me hear my stomach rumbling. I
dance to the rhythms for awhile, but hunger won't let me do that for
long, it pushes me forward. I got no money. I don't know where to
go. Hunger brings up a map before my eyes; all roads lead to Food; I
can't lose, hunger tells me. I stumble in a crazy way looking for
anything. The streets are full of leaves and shit.
It's been days or hours, hunger patting me on the back, offering me
cigars. Hunger is stupid but he's okay, he's funny in a kind of
stupid way. He tells me things. I think he's as crazy as I am.
He talks about food all the time, sometimes like he loves it like
it's a little kid, sometimes like it's poison, the worst thing.
Sometimes I panic, I'm starving to death, I look down, I can start
to see my stomach bloating. Hunger comforts me. He plays a mean
mouth harp. Hunger and me, walking down the street, he's running
through `The Saints Go Marchin In' and I'm just dancing, what could
be more perfect?
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