Ken still lies bleeding on the floor, large rips still marring his
smooth skin, his finger still firmly planted in his nose. I know you
had hoped there would be a change in his condition, but as you can see
there has been none. It has been thirteen years. The prognosis is
not good.
I remember when your shelves held dozens of Kens, each in a different
position--the Laughing Ken, the Sleeping Ken, the Climbing Ken, the
Two-Faced Ken, the Grimacing Ken. You were fascinated by the
possibilities. Hours would pass as you thought up new poses, created
scenarios involving troupes of Kens, rearranged the Kens into circles,
arrays, hierarchies, dictatorships.
But Kens did not eat or shit, nor did they love or hate, nor did they
hurt. They could be directed to eat and shit, if only crudely, by
your hand, but you secretly hoped they really could hurt, that if you
embarrassed them or disfigured them enough that they really would
feel, that you might one day find yourself immolated in the
psychically outflung anger of a myriad Kens, all of them immobile, but
killing you nevertheless. You hoped.
Unfortunately, it didn't work. All the pools of fake Ken blood, all
the enlarged Ken nostrils, all the knifings and lancings and
scissorings of Ken flesh could not create one iota of emotion, and now
your bedroom is just a mess--and has been, for thirteen years.
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