The highway, long, bright and dusty, was deserted. I hadn't seen a
car in hours--not that any car would stop for me. I laughed bitterly
as I imagined how I would look--clothes in tatters, four days of
stubble, a blood-caked handkerchief tied around my upper arm--trying
to thumb a ride. Still, my spirits were relatively high. I had been
through all this before.
As I plodded along the shoulder 25 miles from the nearest town,
something made me pause. I couldn't move. Impressions of memories,
real and fake, washed over me; sensualities, tastes, smells, saliva,
invectives, endearments...Where were they coming from? What shovel
had unearthed the grave holding these long-buried emotions? I
searched around on the ground for a few minutes before I discovered
your lips, lying there, puckered and slightly parted, obviously cast
aside in a moment of great passion.
I tried to think of some reason why you would have torn off your own
lips and discarded them by the side of the road--especially a Kansas
road; but no further enlightenment was forthcoming. Shrugging my
shoulders, I picked up your lips, pocketed them, and trudged on.
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